THE GIRL
SOPHIA
Msn:jae_suou@hotmail.com
going 15
school in punggol,greendale
pro in :memorizing names(singer)
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hate :people hitting my head,taking my things without permission,crowded places,troublesome things,irritating things,skirt
wants :a airport ticket to go korea,japan,australia. & another mp4 & sun glasses & money

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Saturday, August 29, 2009
http://herophia.livejournal.com/
mostly will be posting in livejournal already.


posted at : 1:29 AM


Sunday, August 2, 2009
31july2009,

went out with joey after.i put some red dye/gel on my hair.during the mrt journey is really weird i can found some people continuosly staring at my hair,i didn't know it will get so much attention.there was a lady sitting right in front of me keep looking up from her handphone to look at me.it so damn obvious i wonder what is she trying to hide or maybe alot are just wondering what is my age why am i able to dye hair or maybe thinking i am a dropout or what.no matter what that doesn't really affect my mood.

i meet joey at bishan mrt and i got lost at circle line again.damn.we went to bugis there to get joey's pointe shoe for ballet.we need some time to find the shop after getting in the shop i see alot of ballet dressing and shoe.the ballet cost $45.Wows my eyes widen it is really like how pretty they are.ha.eat at bugis junction,yoshinoya.we were quite noisy in the shop taking photo and eating loudly or laughing.i haven't never tried longan mix with sprite.hahas it is not bad .

go to ions and finally notice that there are actually alot of floors untill B4 downwards.it is really too big.than go to Takashimaya to bug mac ice cream,trying to find present for didi.go to center point afterward go hougang mall to borrow library book.
"don't blame everything on fate,
because there is always a way for you to change it.''
"i won't cry or complain because i get what i wanted,
but ..
i will cry or complain because i didn't get what i wanted."


posted at : 12:03 AM


Thursday, July 23, 2009
23july 2009,
today the d&t me and nicole found out that the problem of the headphone cover was okay and we were damn happy about it,we really flip our head upside down we really can't find any problem.i really hope to get a headphone but the brand i wanted is not available in singapore outlets.after school eat roti prata with yapps than go to choir play captainball for PT.it is bad as not really everyone is playing but it was not bad during choir lesson,can hear darius lim's new songs.alot of him songs were brilliant or to say it was so easy to sing.hmms..not all maybe to the english we were alright.lately alot of things happen and i wonder what am i really thinking.darius's songs is really like normal songs we are singing now and that's why it is easy for us to sing.Like mirotic,nobody and many others songs is easy to sing when you listen once.
'i'm born to be selfish.
i don't like sharing,
i don't like telling people what i know only,
i hate people start knowing what i am hiding,
i hate it when there's nothing for me to hide anymore.
i am not special anymore.'
'talking to my friend on phone yet i don't hear anything,
staring on the board what teacher write yet i don't see anything,
seeing a box of mango right infront of me yet i don't smell anything,
eating a packet of sweets yet i don't taste anything,
seeing my friends caring for me yet i don't get touched or anything,
looking at the mirror at myself yet i don't feel this is me.'
'there's a limit to how close a friendship might be,
don't start crossing over my 'line',
invading my personal space,
and start thinking you know me,
i will start hating you,
the world is always cruel so do i.
if i don't do this i might start getting hurt myself or,
lose my freedom.'



posted at : 7:35 AM


Sunday, July 19, 2009
18july2009,

today wake up at 6o'clock to go to yokexin's house.for the 'ROMP 09!' we need to go to the CCAB at 8,we reach there before 8 i think than about 9.30 than the real competition starts.it's really boring that we have to wait so long and i am damn tired cause i am not used to early waking up usually on weekends.the first game we lose,second and third and fourth we manage to get good score and win but the fifth we lose again.we need to wait for the result to come out and we got a few hours so we went walking around.we went to the W.A.D club booth to take photos with the miss yeo if i am not wrong,than went to try out on the Tchouckball it is really a weird game,the rules are weird also.since it is a new sports so we know nothing about it.starting when we start playing i start defending and trying to get the ball but i was wrong the game is who are not allow to defend we are supposed to let the other team to get the ball.-.-ll no defense?? what type of game is this?.and worse in this game i get hit 4 times,the 4times is all at the important areas like 1st is on chest ''i'm glad it didn't become flat.hahas.do i really kare?" 2nd is on the lower region where 'u know' 'uknow' that place. "it hurt like hell cause it directly bounce onto my 'there,worse is i can't believe people they are laughing without helping" ,3rd is on the shoulder "i don't know the guy hate me or something but throw a damn hard ball and send it flying towards me" 4rd is my back "this is even worse i already get out of the game and standing at the side and the ball directly hit onto my back"


after playing the Tchouckball suddenly our captain of our team 'Happy People' run to us saying me got another game and we are already late for 20s than we all start running back to the place we are having our competiton.we lose again cause we are all thinking that we are not supposed to have another game and we thought we can go home already.after losing,we didn't go home straight.we went to see the basketball wheelchair and become my member go play the game.starting i stand at the side seeing them play and i am in charge of the items and handphones.i did get to try out the game but i think sitting down playing basketball doesn't suit me.


about 6 something my family come and fetch me at CCAB there than at night buy durian.=] and i forgot to mention i had 4 cokes.



19july2009,


i wake up to be greet by a instant of pain on my back and thigh.i remember getting hits by netball and tchoukball and it's been long since i play so virgously.i think i'm getting older,my body can't take all this 'pressure'.my body is like torn,bending is worse,is like i get stretch or something almost my whole body is suffering bad damnage.my hand,neck,shouldeer,finger,arms,legs,thigh,ankle,foot,stomach,chest,back,waist hurt.every small movement i move i could feel the pain rushing up on me.like breathing hardly my chest hurt,walking down and up the stairs my leg hurt,squatting or bending hurt my stomach,waist and thigh,tossing around the bed make my back and waist crack,stretching my arms and hand hurt.totally what i do it hurt even typing i have to move my hand and shifting my position when sitting is also bad.
anyways went to ice age 3 with javen and kor.i was sitting nicely when the show end,it was terrible i had difficulty standing up.
i really feel sick,every where uis hurting my hips there hurt alot too.and worse i have sunburn on my face.this is the result of playing sports from 8am-6pm."ahhss...i really dying of pain!!"

'someone may ask why are you smiling when you are losing?
my replied is:
my motive is not to win but to play netball. i know netball isn't my type,
so no matter how hard to go against the wall i wont't get any thing back only injury.
my determination level is not high what i will do is just find a way i can walk through.
simple and clean'


'first time feeling this pain,
first time knowing this difficulties,
first time knowing what i am good at and not,
from this pain i understand the words from no pain no gain.
i get to enjoy yesterday and today is where i get my pain back.








posted at : 5:59 AM


Friday, June 26, 2009
24/6/09,


starting go to hougang but nothing to do so we went to plaza singapura,buy mac and walk over to the cathay to eat.went to see movie with my student,Land of the Lost.both of us sit at a couple seats and it is really comfortable and so fun.hahas.turning and twisting to find the most suitable place.both of us keep getting shock and jumping on our seats.
it was quite funny and the dinosaur is really cute!the movie didn't take long.the movie is more of comedy and some parts are non-understandable to young kids,can be harmful to those innocent eyes but in the end the movie is quite nice only some part doesn't seems to have any meaning to it & some outrageous parts usually those pervetic parts.how they get into another dimension is really weird.



25/4/09,
today got nothing to do so plan to go out with my sis go see transformers 2.i went to buy sushi and went up to buy 2.30pm time slot at ehub.fifi buy nacho eat.we enter the cinema and i sit f1(meaning the seats).the movie was marvellous,all the transforming and fighting was cool and this make the movie great!there are laughing scene and non-stopping exciting parts.the movie give you no time to stop getting shock or excited.after seeing transformers i can't stop myself from lovin cars and i can't tear away from those beautiful cars.the soundtrack is also nice,new divide by linkin park & 21 guns by green day.








26/6/09,


today went out with Joey go to cineleisure and watch Thread of Destiny [Akai Ito].a movie that surpass sky of love [koizora],this is what the wallpaper wrote.both of us went to eat long john silver,the fish and chicken is so hard to cut.maybe long john is never my taste of food,so i don't really like it.

the movie is too dramatic cause too many sad happening occur in one time,unstoppable crying scene.the loving scene is too short also but the whole movie is too draggy cause ..i also don't know why maybe because it has no ending.after seeing a no ending movie joey and my first reaction is "WAH LAO~~".i was thinking that maybe it is drama and cut into many parts because i see Love Generation before.

after coming home i went to check for more information about this movie and found out that it is a drama and the ending was Mei and Atsushi got together.



3 things i learn from the different movies.
"you got to believe what you can do,if you give up it will be your own fault"
"Sometimes life isn't that simple as you thought"
"Life have alot of problems but yet i believe in destiny that you will be there for me"


posted at : 6:05 AM


Saturday, June 13, 2009
1st day of OBS,
walk to school with shuyi after that meet everyone in school..
total there are 16 people than sit on a small white bus.
reach punggol jetty and we started to separated into different group
my group have jerlin and wenjun and shikin,
others is from other school like jurong ville,shu qun and sebawang.
a 'MC' start telling our group name and our intructor names.
there is many different school like nayang girls,compassvale,chua chu kang.
but only sebawang,shuqun,jurong ville,greendale mix into 4 different group.
my group name is COOK.james cook.and our intructor is called jasmine
we sit with our group on a boat,in the boat there is inside and outside.
since others all squezze on the outside the 4 greendale student sit inside.
we reach pulau ubin,we put down our stuff and start playing to memorize names
starting we have 14 people in our groups only.
there is zhaowei,farhana,azim,syukuri,jerlin,clarrissa,amin,derek,wenjun,shikin,faye,hazirah,haziqah and me.
after that we go to take our food for the 5days and 4 nights.
all bread and biscuit for our lunch and breakfast
than i think another people come to joing our group from jurong ville.
we went to pitch our tent after eating our lunch.
we pitched untill dawn cause this is the first time we pitch
than cook our dinner.
our sleeping place is so far that is like km away.
2nd day of OBS,
when kayaking on the morning than went to change to clean clothes
carrying a bag that weight almost more than7 kg.
this is what i feel,hahas.
carry from camp site 2 to camp 1
after reaching we went to play rock climbing
and this time i reach the top quite fast cause i don wanna lose
and since alot of people reach the top i don think i cannot
after reaching we still need to pitched our tent again.
and dinner was the best as we get to eat normal food.
3rd day of OBS,
we got land expetition,meaning to carry all the food and tent with us to another place
before we start,the morning we have a very difficult PT
and we play games and COOK get 1st.hahas
than when we about to start faye was going back to singapore and haziqah also going back
cause one is backbone problem one is cut her hand.
our mission for the land expetition is to find the checkpoint.
it was totally failure,we walk for damn long but only look for one
after that get lecture by jasmine again.
than we set off going to jelutong camp site
our tent was pitched at the beach.
since two girls go home we separated into 3 and 3.
shikin,me and jerlin sleep together.
at night the three of us wanna go to toilet and the toilet is damn far
so we hold hand and walk over to the toilet
at night can keep hearing dog barks.
4th day of OBS,
today is sea expetition
meaning to kayak from jelutong to camp 2
and it will be very long.
i partner up with clarrisa from shuqun secondary.
it was really dizzy from the sun and the current
but in the end because something happen to clarrisa i suddenly become awaken.
i must do much more but is still quite fun.
we reach camp 2 at about 2-3 something.
we were wet and sticky and needed to pitched our tent
after that than can bath.
at night we cooked our dinner and it was really great
it was the most fun cooking and thing in the camp
5th day of OBS,
morning we wake up to play games with another group and doing PT.
after that we need to pack things and starting we lost alot of things.
but lucky poncho and bag ang tug got found.
we only need to pay $1.60
we went to play the game of trust and talk about alot of things.
it was really sad and we were late for our meeting of everyone
i really like COOK alot.hahas

you are strong when you wanna get to the destination,
you will be strong when you wanna be the one winning,
but..sometimes it is not just about yourself,
you will get much stronger when you doing for someone,
when protecting someone,
when caring for someone,
the strength come naturally because,
you know you need to be much stronger than the person,
just to make the someone safe & sound.


posted at : 7:57 AM


Sunday, May 31, 2009
29/5/09,Friday


today went to see a movie Dance,Subaru!舞吧! 昴.actually the real motive is see dbsk but actually the movie is also quite interesting there is story line.there is alot of meaning and things to learn from this movie.like you have to go through alot if you wanna to get your dreams and never give up.''dancing on verge of life and death' i really think this sentence make sense cause if you don't put your heart into the thing you wanna do you can never do it well.the grace the stephanie also appear in the movie and the songs are nice and familiar.like faraway by koda kumi was sang beautifuly,eat you up by boa is already heard alot of time and my favourite bolero by tohoshinki was totally great.when bolero was played in the movie i can really feel that it is about a girl that strive through alot to get the dream of dancing,she is talented just continue dancing.it is good to know what you are good at, at least you know which way you are going to aim but without even knowing which way can you chosse it will be very difficult.




31/5/09

today see 'Hanazakari no Kimitachi e ' de drama it is really nice and than i notice a guy from Smap he sppeared in the show as a teacher than i remember that Jejung said in Smapxsmap he watch this drama than i really wondered how will their reaction be,like how a artist see another artist.Ikuta Toma and Oguri Shun is also very good at acting.even though this is not the first time seeing but i think it is still very funny.



learning to treasure the one beside you is most important.
what they did to lie to you.
what they did to hurt you.
what they did to make you cry.
you may hate them,
you may want them to disappear,
you may want them to go and never return,
you may want them to have the taste of what you get,
but REMEMBER..
the loneliness you had,
the happiness you had,
the sadness you had,
the excitment you had,
it always wih that person.
forgive & forget sometimes can bring goodness.


posted at : 6:41 AM




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